My Zodiac Sign says..

I have taken several online tests to identify myself, like how i behave ?,which color i like most  ? what type of girl i like etc …After giving so many tests i always come to the conclusion that they are really true. That helps me analyze myself and then learn how to improve.

FACE BOOK  is a social-networking site which provides so many such tests.It’s really a fun and is fruitful too.Go for these tests.You will be addictive,informed and learned.

My Zodiac sign is TAURUS.I knew that.But after giving one of the tests of face book and then analyzing the result , i found that it was 99% true. Here is the result.

Those people who know me well enough will agree that what is written here about me and about “ALL TAUREANs” are true.

Taurus

You are most compatible with TAURUS! I’m sure most of your friends are Taureans! Together you’re going to rock! Taureans are quiet, gentle people, but they know their own mind. The thought of too much action can sometimes make a Taurean feel physically sick. Taurus people love money, wealth, and status more than anything else, and it is rare to find a truly poor Taurean. They know how to handle their finances, despite being spendthrifts, and like to be seen as the people who have everything. They are faithful and generous friends with a great capacity for affection, but rarely make friends with anyone outside their social rank. They are gentle, even tempered, good natured, modest and slow to anger, dislike quarreling and avoid ill-feeling. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.

I Hope that you will join this nice website and enjoy these tests. They are really Cool !

Regards,

Holy~Devil

Celebrating New Year

Passing of 31st Dec and Coming of 1st Jan of new year has always been interesting for me. On Dec 31st i was as usual cool and cracking jokes in office with no sign of Cold and cough.I returned at my flat around 11PM feeling exited to celebrate the new year.All my flat mates have gone to Home to celebrate new year leaving me alone.

But God! i was feeling cold..

I searched for woolen clothes.But in Mumbai winter has never been like this so no need for that.So i compromised with wearing jeans, full Shirt, jacket and then took a light blanket. Cuddled my self in the clothes and watched movies on my laptop. Mean while replied new year SMSes and sent some to my friends.

Last year when i was welcoming 2008 with my friends with wine, cold drink, chips, dance numbers i was overjoyed. Then i returned to my room and found that tube light o my room was not working.

How come …???? it was working well till i left my room at 6 PM on 31 Dec 2007.

I do believe in Luck and these incidents strengthen the believe more and more.Though i struggled in placements giving numerous interviews in 2008 and also in convincing my B.Tech project guide that i did a great job in the project but finally 2008  was good for me as it gave me a good job.

On personal front i remembered and called some one very close to me heart but the heart broke with no sign of togetherness in life. Then came a suspension in the job for short period.

I put my status message on GTALK as ” 2008 is passing with a scar on my life”.Year 2008 was a bag with sweet and sour gifts making me more mature professionally and personally. I don’t know what 2009 has in its store for me.

But lets be optimistic and celebrate New Year 2009 !

Regards,

Holy~Devil

For the cause of Bihar

Recently there have been lots of events against the interest of Bihari people and on the integrity of nation because of dirty politics.

I have been getting mails from people in india who feel hurt by these developments . This forum will have only mails and message by others.

I will write in a differnt thread but on the same topic.

please have a look and put your opinion.

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We all should support Raj Thackeray and take his initiative ahead by doing more…

1. We should teach our kids that if he is second in class, don’t study harder.. just beat up the student coming first and throw him out of the school.
2. Parliament should have only Delhiites as it is located in Delhi
3. Prime-minister, president and all other leaders should only be from Delhi
4. No Hindi movie should be made in Bombay. Only Marathi.
5. At every state border, buses, trains, flights should be stopped and staff changed to local men
6. All Maharashtrians working abroad or in other states should be sent back as they are SNATCHING employment from Locals
7. Lord Shiv, Ganesha and Parvati should not be worshiped in our state as they belong to north (Himalayas)

8. Visits to Taj Mahal should be restricted to people from UP only.

9. Relief for farmers in Maharashtra should not come from centre because that is the money collected as Tax from whole of India, so why should it be given to someone in Maharashtra?
10. Let’s support Kashmiri Militants because they are right in killing and injuring innocent people for the benefit of their state and community..
11. Let’s throw all MNCs out of Maharashtra, why should they earn from us? We will open our own Maharashtra Microsoft, MH Pepsi and MH Marutis of the world
12. Let’s stop using cellphones, emails, TV, foreign Movies and dramas. James Bond should speak Marathi
13. We should be ready to die hungry or buy food at 10 times higher price but should not accept imports from other states
14. We should not allow any industry to be setup in Maharashtra because all machinery comes from outside
15. We should STOP using local trains… Trains are not manufactured by Marathi manoos and Railway Minister is a Bihari.

16. Ensure that all our children are born, grow, live and die without ever stepping out of Maharashtra, they will become true Marathi’s

JAI HIND!

Sorry ………..

Only Jai Maharashtra

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Hero or villain

It’s an additional experience in Mumbai. That day I was going by BEST bus to IIT Powai.The bus was too much crowded as usual.90% of the passengers were ,as it looked, from labor class and were speaking Marathi. I was silent and observing people out there. At the Mulund bus stop a lady, 50 something of age, enetered into the bus.She wore salwar-kamij.She went to driver and asked “Tumne bas kyun nahi roka?” I watched and realized she was desperately waiting for that bus since long time and that frustration was well evident on her face.

“Kyun, Ye tere baap ki bus hai kya..? He said.

“No, ye na mere baap ki hai na tumhare baap ki, Ye government ki bus hai or tumhari ye duty hai ki jahan tumko bus rokna hai wahan bus roko” the decent lady replied.

Parallely the public there started making noise. “Are bhai tum chalo,kyun yese pagal logon ki baton mein aate ho..”. Meanwhile a 25 something guy went to that lady and started hitting and slapping her. He threw her “Chunni”.I was shell shocked. I felt fire in my body. Tears fell down on her cheeks. She was helpless and I felt guilty not reflexing to the situation.

 

After some time the bus conductor heard the incident. He informed the driver. “Kya ? usne yesa kiya ?” asked the driver. Then followed the real drama. He went to that guy and kept hitting, beating, slapping till blood came out from his face. He abused him. “ sala , jo bolna tha unhone mujhe bola , tu mera koun lagta hai, o hindi bolti hai to kya hua, wahi log mumbai or desh ko chalate hain, tum jaise noukar nahi”.

 

I again felt happy but uncomfortable. I went to bed but could not sleep, just kept thinking about that Bus driver.

Was he a bad man, was he a hero? I am still confused …..

 

Regards,

Holy-Devil

Lucky Me

This was the finest day in Mumbai.

No rain..easy entry in local train for Vashi to Kurla and then Big profit as  virtual money in Trading!.

I landed up in Local train with 89% packed (in terms of Packing fraction !).Got place to half stand. One glass of my spectacles surrendered in crowd.I felt sad by losing  Rs. 700 at one go.After 2 station when so many scoundrels left the train, a guy came to me ,all smiling and gave me that GLASS ! GOD must be crazy ! i wondered how come that glass survived when i find hard doing so ?  I smiled and thanked that “NICE HUMAN BEING of Mumbai.These type of species are rare in Mumbai !. You can bet on that !

Human and Trading:

Finance is interesting.Doesn’t require any prior knowledge.You should have sound brain and analytical approach .You would be master.Trading makes you greedy because you are stealing some one’s money virtually and so does others to you.Its addictive and progressive.When you need to hit 8 keys of keyboard withing 10 seconds and it results in Rs. 10,000 you smile.But when you misshit with time lag and loose Rs. 60,000 you feel deserted.Money is always attached to risk and thrill.If you wish to be finance wizard and money maker be a Trader and feel smartness from within !

The Local Train :

As i said travelling by a local train in Mumbai is challenging and adventrous too.You stand by the platform and people will throw you into the train.Remember,never hold any thing as a support,you will get a place to stand in the train minus your hands.

When first time i saw the scene at Kurla station it was horrible/terrible.People thrust in the train like animals ,not caring about others and so accident take place at high frequency.Recently i have observed that a group of folk singers sit in the train and sing. God knows how they manage to get seat but they are really irritating and no one opposes including me..because of the “don’t touch the dirt attitude “.

Few Changes in Me :

Thanks to IIT KGP, i have learnt flexible life style.I sleep at 4 AM and wake up at 9 AM for office and feel fresh even doing so.

# Take bath 2 times a day.

# My eyes are ice cool observing hot babes and their actions.

# Do lots of shopping in the weekends and visit shopping mall for dual purpose.

# Could adjust and befriend with a BENGALI GUY(Its a great achievement because if you are preplanned not to share your space with a BONG ever in you life !.Can’t say the exact reason).

# Could live without watching any MOVIE and **** since 2 months.

# Could enjoy net browsing at NET speed of 19.2 kbps and still do not feel frustrated.

# Could travel 2 hrs in Local train and have no complain against it. Can’t help. Man! you have to travel if you realy wish to manage your life un-expensively in Mumbai.

Cheers,

Holy~Devil

Addicted to life in Mumbai

This is my first affair with “Aamchhi Mumbai”.Love at first sight !. Thats my relationship status . I have heard many times “yaar, mumbai jindagi bana deti hai “.But that always sounded to me fictional.But as soon as i landed here i realized, its not wrong.

Few things i have observed :

1. Girls attitude and their style.Way of presenting themselves.you watch any xyz girl at any point of time,she would look attractive to you doesn’t matter what her  complexion and  figure is and so so.Thats how they maintain !

2. Professionalism in every individual in true sense. “Paisa kamane ke pichhe sab bhagte hain yahan ” !

3. Highest ever auto Rickshaw  fare for me. But hats off to BEST bus service and local trains. Going to every corner is possible.You don’t have to own a car unless you are too elite.Traveling by a local train is a learning experience and a treat to watch for you, if you are new to Mumbai.It will take at least 4 days for you to settle down on this front.But when you are well acquainted with this you will love it.

4.About The company : I get best food of my life, coffee, cold drinks, juice ,snacks and daily 2 times chicken all unlimited and free of cost.Free note book,xerox,printout,Net connection bla bla..and yes ! daily ride in different car to my flat.

Working hours of 10:00 AM till 10:00 PM  sounds hectic but when you get 5 News papers to read, free time to chat, mail, internet browsing and best of business minds then who cares !

you get teachings to make money, to be Karorpati by just playing with others money and free entrepreneurship skills then its worth devoting those hours . Smart people,smart brains,smart thinking,smart life,smart food so its smart me and my company.

5. The Place i live : Kopar khairane, Vashi, Navi Mumbai.

This place is cool.Its Growing and Rising Mumbai ! .Shopping Malls, cool boys and hot gals.

I live at 10th floor. Lift is cool.Its speed is just faster than a crawling and almost dead creature .

But you enter in the flat, open all windows and you get fresh cool breeze coming directly from Arabian Sea. Peep through window and see waves of Arabian Sea.

Well i have 4 flat mates. one is Bengali Dada, he happens to be my room partner ,a good person at heart but emotional creature. You can always miss use him. Girls generally do that to him. But you can’t take out generosity from him.That’s his persona.Yes ! he is good at art and i still feel happily strange that he is attached to me in many ways .He is bong but his expressions are very touching and cool.

Has strong hold on his expression be it art, painting, computers, subjects so and so…

Another is Oriya. A smart fellow with decent outlook. But he is too honest to survive in this damn world full of bullshitter’s ! He has passion for songs and maintains composure .

Another is from Jharkhand. A calculative person with business mind.He relates business to everything. cool !

Another is with similar profile but with family business background.He talks with confidence and has nice future ahead.

One is me ! always a studdd

Rest next time :

My love affair with cricket

Yesterday , i went to Kolkata to watch IPL match between Kolkata knigth riders and mumbai Indians.It was really fantastic experience.Its very much different experience than watching match on TV.They are so animated and informed with statistics .But there it was not easy to catch all movements at a time .Unfortunately camera was not allowed

In IIT KHARAGPUR IPL is super hit like orkut.There would be important exam like end sem but u would prefer watching match.Match streaming and IP are talk of the day.(Thanks to 24hrs. free net facility ).

My love with this game started way back in 1996. I use to be very studious guy who loved text books with no other activity.But my friends used to brought radio in class rooms secretly to get updates. so i got gradually inclined.It was world cup time. I started reading news paper for  sports page and would eagerly watch match between JNV GOPALGANJ team and other teams.I gradually knew about cricket playing nations and players.

Then i started listening to radio for commentary . I just got addicted .I would delay lunch/dinner/breakfast/assignments for that.It was really benifitial as i started loving the game and could understand fast passed English commentary.Even i started playing cricket in my close group of friends with our typical BAT. I hit sixes and fours (don’t laugh,it true).I started playing badminton too. I was very smart player and would beat all my friends. So i dreamt that may be after some time i would get in district level, then state level then selection in national team . So that’s how my affair started with this game.

Really some crazy incidents are worth mentioning :

• When Yuvraj singh made 84 in NAIROBI series i loved his strokes and remember him till today.We brought TV on rent to watch the final.India lost the final. Even we thougth to break TV .but some one came to our rescue . I was so sad, my head started aching, we did not take our dinner. I kept my sad face for almost 4 days.
• In 1999 world cup. I always seat/eat/slept with radio at my ear.I loved South Africa and its players.I got more addicted.Was so sad when SA were not in final. I loved sachin tendulkar and saurav ganguly.
• In 2003 i was very much involved. Watched every match.Read newspaper and editorial. Wrote many things daily. I got inspired the  way India made come back like true fighters . I loved the concept and term ” Team India “. Was ecstatic as  India made to the final. During those days , I was in BOKARO. IIT entrance was near in April.But do hell with that.Bokaro is always a silent town but in those days it seemed, was a city with not a single soul.
• On final day when Zaheer khan’s 1st over started being murdered by Ricky Ponting i felt crying. Then what followed for 50 overs was unforgettable. India batted for chase .wickets kept falling.Every one left TV room.  I kept seating  waiting for some miraculous innings from Sehwag.  When he was gone my dream was gone with billions of cricket worshiping Indians. I cursed team Australia . I did not take dinner . Wrote 5 pages in my diary about loss of India in the final and many finals.
• I compared sachin, Dravid, Sehwag with my chrachter and luck. I felt dejected and at complete loss.
• Got so happy and emotional when India won T20 world cup.I loved arrival of DHONI on Indian cricketing stage.
• Now i am loving IPL and this wonderfull concept of fire work cricket. I loved Maccullum fire works.I am so involved in IPL .And have sad feeling for Deccan, Mumbai , Bangalore.
• One day in dream, i saw Mumbai Indians scored 299 runs. Sachin scored 253. But they are chased by some other team who made 400 its not logical . But it shows our involvment in cricket.
• when saurav ganguly was thrown out of indian team . I felt injustice was done to him. i felt so sad.But dada made come back. I was so happy, inspired with his fighting spirit/determination/inner strength and a true player.
• I loved the way Saurav threw his T-shirt when they won the Final.

Many matches to follow.Many Dramas are to be witnessed. IPL has long way to go and has very bright future ahead for cricket lovers.Many records are to be broken and made.

Truly India is cricket crazy nation.cricket is religion and cricketers are our super star and demo-GODs.Throwing stones on cricketers home would occur. Banning Saurav would sadden us.His strong come back will inspire us. I love India. I  love cricket and hope that  Team India would be World cup winner some day.My love affair with cricket will remain for ever.Cheers to India , a great nation, a cricket crazy nation.

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Patel Hall-DTE(IIT Kharagpur): Lovely memories

When i came to Patel Hall (famous for its terror in IIT Kharagpur) i never realized that it would give me never lasting memories.And then in wing DTE-known as D top east.Here i stayed for 3 years.We did loads of masti and fun.Now it feels that these 2 years were very short .Alas..!! i could have more years to spend here.

an example of our wing activities

Many types of activities :Fun and masti

Patel Hall : Once a Patelian always a Patelian

our PURI TRIP : Memorable journey

These symbols/Logos define us

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I am putting a short write up on our lovely wing DTE.

To recollect the past two years in DTE is nothing less than a journey. This has been a place which has housed 13 souls who have been extensively apart in their deportment and other aspects yet have been so very together throughout this period. When they joined hands together to come to DTE, there was nothing but promises of the marvelous days to look forward to. And beyond any sort of dubiety, it can be declared that the days spent here have given a lot to look back to for all the 13 souls who have inhabited this place.

Let us list some of the memorable things achieved in this wing:

• The “mid-wing conferences” on the cot in front of Sumit’s room…

• The Puri Trip in 3^rd year winter…

• No dearth of photography sessions – camera in every room or the other…
  

• The “HP-wing”…

• Golu’s Anime affairs, much to the frustration of others…

• The gult songs blowing full volume in three rooms…

• The “watery” GPLs on birthdays…

• Mandal da’s endless funda sessions…

• The mega Job treats…

• The wonderful moments when the wing was painted with lovely caricatures and quotes…

• The highly acclaimed wing-treats to juniors and Hall mates at the end of it all…

Now a short sketch of all the souls:

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Arun Kumar Bharti: “Thakur ” is as well known from his Hindi poems as for his penchant for Bhojpuri songs. Has managed to maintain his short and round figure over the years. Finds little time away from Orkut and Hindi movies to come out of the room. Marathe’s biggest nemesis… some words are better not said here! Thanks to him, “some websites” have become really famous!.

He has the most valuable and best collection of IIT Kharagpur’s “ANMOL KHAJANA”.Many come to him to only get that.

Sridhar Bollam: First and foremost his “pic-kels.” And then his gult songs and movies. His tense-sense in Hindi is so very interesting. Hall Days are busy days for him because he has to welcome so many of his “sisters.” The Fine-Arts secy of one time, was largely instrumental in giving the wing a new look as people pass out of here. His CGPA is an envy of many others, yet is not found to be a persistent mugger. His latest “Taklu” avatar has been an instant hit! He seems to have perfected the art of imperfect walking.

Aditya Marathe: In his room, one can find over 20 items of toiletries, specifically perfumes and deos. Controlling his hair from falling is his biggest headache. His day begins with the “Call” and there are many more to follow throughout the day. He was one of those reporters who bring you the Scholars’ Avenue every fortnight. Has began a new portal of his own and every update on his blog is accompanied by a mail to all.

Abhinav Sarkar: This spherical entity has continued to remain a child over the years. When the world is busy watching all the new movies and series, he is happy downloading and watching the Japanese anime and listening to Japanese songs. Even bought a Japanese-learning book but God only knows whether he made any progress with that. A misfit into Mechanical Engineering spends most of his time in some weird coding. His fundae are mostly of use to himself, but he loses no time in pouring them out. All in all he is the complete source of entertainment for the whole wing.

Vajrapu Sai Kiran: You might have seen weightlifters and bodybuilders busy in workouts with weights of different magnitude.This guy is gonna put all of them to shame.The amount of weight he can lift upon himself and the magnitude of load he can incorporate into his life has been a marvel to watch.He was nicked Saiki(psychie) to soothe the mouths of all calling his name forth and he left no stone unturned to prove the real character concealed within his nick.But as enthusiastic he has been in being loaded himself he was an omnipresent character in taking the loads of others too.

Sumit Kumar: The ubiquitous face of Patel as our entire juniors may call him. Inside the very roads of DTE, to his room, be it inside, outside or the very tempting cot lying outside his doorstep, he has been a centre for countless babbles and discussions .Very particular about tr8s and making sure he misses none, leave apart his duels or coupling stories with the sphere of D-304 which will be moments to recapitulate or a saga to ponder. Quite unpredictable he has been pertaining to the outburst of reactions upon any issue, his moods swaying from a patient listener to that of an aggressive defender… but he has been through everything.

K. Vamshi Krishna: The literal symbol of terror he used to be when a somewhat strange duty of waking up the athletics team by the light of dawn was his primary duty.Over the days that passed his terror image gaining prominence in different aspects.. the infinite mercy pleas showered on him during the birthday GPLs for lessening the magnitude of his CHAPPAL attack..VAMSHI please nooo.. VAMSHI nahiiii.. who can forget that?..He remains our BUMPY raa..

Shreyas A. Karkhedkar: With a gaping mouth and an invisible question mark haunting his brows he remains the unique HALOOO…. of a different kind…his ability of tempo or yellings have been increasing and so has been his mercurial moodswings.. doesn’t feel cold at all…if thr’s a single fan that is in action during peak shivering winter… it is inside D-308 with the sleeping Shreyas inside.. continues to possess a great appetite for FOSTERS, sutta and the reverberating sound of bullets…but who can forget the tag of his dept.. the one that keeps throwing assignments every now and then leaving behind endless hours of coding

Arupendu Bayen:The smiling BHISTA and not windows vista.. a genious brain of ECE and still continues to possess woes from the dept itself….extremely gullible and yet ready to dedicate himself at a single call whatever issue be it.. his lucky number is 3… as som1 said..” teen tigaada kaam bigaada”.. he very well acknowledges this number 3 having some special importance in his life..

Rohit Kumar: He is the smiling face of our wing. He is one guy who seldom takes load about any thing. You can mostly find him in Bayen’s room or Golu’s. He has acquired many nick names like Chomu and Jhapoo. Good at heart and maggu at studies, is always busy discussing some arbit coding and programming stuffz with Golu and people. God (Bhagwan) loves him a lot and is a frequent visitor to his room.

Arnab Saha Mandal: Call him Mandal, or Mandalda, he is the one man face of Patel Hall. Be it maintenance or mess, be it treats or politics, Mandal does it all. Mandalda is perhaps the only person in the hall who is famous or infamous amongst all batches of hall residents. Starting from his famous OP incidences, to his term as the GSec Mess, to his anecdotes from Down Under, Mandalda simply ROXXXX. His love for cigarettes, cigars and daaru has finally given way to the other gender. Mandal da now enjoys a very amicable position in Patel Hall and whoever needs any kind of funda, lands up first at D-311.

Rupesh Kumar: Ardent swimmer and a complete athlete, Rupesh is a total maggu deep inside. Maintains a low profile of himself but gives a whole hearted participation in all activities, be they for the hall or for the wing. He can be spotted in the wing mostly wearing a trademark ‘Rupa’ banyan and underwear. He belongs to one of the rare breeds of people who don’t eat non vegetarian food but drink alcohol! One can find huge ships in his room, on wall or on the table, drawings and assignments always fill his room. Finally it all comes down to: ‘Jo bhi ho, magna hai…’

Vardhi Naveen: He stays in hibernation throughout the semester. Wakes up only when it ends. Amongst the first people on campus to run Ubuntu on their computers full time, he is often turned up to for any Ubuntu Troubleshooting. He is also called Sutta Mama and belongs to the elite smoke group together with Mandalda and Hallooo. Incidentally he also belongs to the Gult Movie and Songs Fans Club.

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DESTINY

Have you ever participated in any contest lucky draw..??? if yes, then you will realize how fantastic is the experience.

From my childhood days i have fastination with these type of games, jackpot,lottery and all such types of stuffs.I have participated in many and hope that someday i will be a great winner.But till this date i have not been so fortunate.so i started believing that all these lottery thing is a total crap.
But when i was in intermediate i took part in a quiz competition organized by HINDUSTAN TIMES called BIHAR QUIZ CONTEST.The quiz used to be based on bihar and questions happend to be really tough one.so i used to search from many mazagines ,newpapers and then send entries.My close friends laughed at me and my craziness.but one day my name was published in the newspaper for being considered among best entries.then my friend got jealous of me and my instant success.

So now i started believing that yes success comes with a little bit of luck.but never believed on only and only luck.because i have never seen winning any thing out of total luck.
but today it happened…………………..

Today i was attending pre-placement talk(PPT) of a big software company called DE SHAW.after the talk was over they distributed some blank papers among all and asked to fill up.after that they collected that and said its a lucky draw.we have one gift and the most luckiest guy would get that.i joked that surely i am going to be that person.but ofcourse that was a joke.i was sitting with some of my friends and they were laughing on my statement.but soon the result was announced.the luckiest winner was my friend sitting beside me.He got an apple ipod of cost 9000/ Rs. we all were thrilled.and started dancing singing..making ho halllaaaa……….after that we draged him in the PARK restaurant and enjoyed dinner on his cash..

MORAL :if somebody close to you wins some lottery then you start believing that yes guys do get somthing so called jack pot.AND yes that must be in your destiny then only you can win..

[ I wrote this article when my friend got an APPLE iPod (in a lucky draw among 600 people) by DE SHAW- during presentation of the company before placements at IIT Kharagpur]

NIDHI GUPTA-A Very Unconventional Girl

a girl’s profile on www.orkut.com reads …

social profile…
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about me:
…….discovering dese days ( abt wat m i here 4 ??? )
unconventional
UNPREDICTABLE !!!
soft
innocent………
HATE BOYZ
kitna likhun ??u will know once u bfrend me……

personal profile
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from my past relationships i learned:
love is dead
never love…..
never trust……… 4 u r sure 2 b hurt
n lots more.

so..dis is the girl i m going 2 talk abt..u no ..i never respect girls much..i say dat dey r stupid creatures n wat not..!!!!
but dis girl really-2 got my aatention…i wil tell u more abt her ..wait 4 some time plzzzzzzzz

now 4m where 2 start….
well..one fine morning ..as usual..i opened my profile on orkut..saw scraps incresed..wo!!!it was a girl…scrap reads like…

hi!!!..nice pic..
4 where did u get dat….??????
u wonder..wat stupid …nothing interesting here….wait-2…!!!!!!
but i wondered…hey!!! ur choice nicely matches wid me….wana b frnd…???…i replied her…
i tell u 1 thing……i hav many female frnds..so i dont care…n i m generally not excited person 4 a newer girl…….
yes..but i was …

“love is dead..never love u r goin 2 b hurt 4 sure…..are!!! pahli bar kisi ladki ne yesa kaha…many epics hav been wrriten on LOVE or ye kahati hai yesa..OH MY GOD!!!!…never mind ……dat girl may b xyz..lekin kuchh khas tha is ladki mein…main turant uska FAN ban gaya….haan ..i must tell u..we bcame frnd..i mean just added ech oder in our frnd list…

mujhe ek maksad mil gaya..kya hai ki ye love ko itna hate karati hai..really she must b hurt very badly…main sab kuchh jannaa chahta tha uske bare mein…once i BUZZED her in my yahoo messenger..are bah o thi….hamari thodi bat hui…haan …usne mujhe apni yahoo id di…uski id thi…cheesechillytomato@yahoo.com…

i kept lafing..are kya mast id hai baap…haan maine usse kaha..yaar nidhi..ladkiyon to bahut hi request aati hai..tumhari to bahut kam hai..kuchh badhao yaar..

o boli…”haan mujhe pata hai ..lekin main sabko add nahi karatii..wah!! kya ATTI tha…haan ..o main janta tha..ki u r vry choosy…

are bah makhan marne ka achha tarika hai..tumhe kaise pata ki main choosy hoon…hehehee..apoon ka yahi tarika hai yaar…

so..is tarah se hamari dosti aage badhi…

i had my B’DAY on 20th MAY…dat day i was waiting 4 her wish…she came n wished..den..humlogon ne us din..3 ghante bat ki…bahut sari batein….i donno exactly..but o bhi jaldi aa jati bat karane…hamari dosti..or badh gayi…..

i told her..Yaar nidhi..mujhe apni scrap badhani hai..ok den com to” orkut”….or meri scrap …iin 1 day ..500 par ho gayi…

i donno ye batane se kya farak padta hai..but..yahi ki hamein bat karne mein maja aata tha…

maine uske bare mein bahut sari batein jani…we shared pics..songs…mujhe ye janna tha ki ye ladki hai kaisi..hw she behaves..hw she talk..wat r her feelings abt love n normal life..everything…

haan..mujhe laga ki she is really hurt…o bade hi cathing questns..puchhti thi..but main bhi ustad…uski bhi khub wat lagata…..

haan..main uski baton pe fida tha..or o meri frankness pe…bolti..yaar..tum bahut frankly bat karate ho..dats good…..heheee..main yesa hi hoon…..mere favotare diolage they..uske liye………

ok…actualy i m a 95% liar..my nature is like dat..aap kitna bhi bat karlo ..main aapko..sab kuchh ..jhuth hi bolunga….n she 2%..liar wat a contrast….but no…..”maine kabhi usse jhuth bola hi nai…”…usse boln eka man hi nahi karta tha….she blessed me….

now i can say dat..” girls r stupid creatures!!!!..but some may b very nice n wonderful…….”

bahut kuchh badla mujh mein…i completely changed my “orkut profile”…like i wrote lots abt “love”…hw i m chnaged now….some passionate sentences i like most…list of some nice lines…songs i lke most….wat not…..

“SURAJ HOON JINDAGI KI RAMAK CHHOD JANUGA..MAIN DOOB BHI GAYA TO SABAK CHHOD JAUNGAA….”

“CHANDNI SE KI DOSTI….AANKHON KI ROUSHANI CHALI GAYI…”

ye ..heading mere profile mein uske hi karan hai…i can say dat my profile is best on “orkut”…..only bcoz’ NIDHI is my best frnd i ever “had”…..

i will tell u why i hav used “had”..not…..” have”….

my views abt love goes like this……
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“I HAVE JUST STARTED BLIVING IN “TRUE LOVE”..SOMEONE COMPELLED ME 2 BLIV IN IT…..i no dat LOVE is such a sweet n b’tiful thing..when u will fall in love u will understand it..i hav just realized dat its so painful being in “breakup”..DO WATEVER BAD BUT NEVER LET DOWN SOMEONE WHO LOVES U TRUELY..B’COZ U R KILLING A SOUL..which is supposed 2 b immortal..LOVE IS SOUL..”

haan to sab kuchh mast chal raha tha..i was relly-2 happy ki chalo..chattin’ se bhi bahut achhi dost mil sakati hai/sakta hai…..

but 1 bad day..mere ek dost ne likha…”ARUN LOVES NIDHI”..dis message spread like a fire…..dat fire burnt not only our frndship..but also…inside of me…..

n sab kuchh kahatam ho gaya…..dats end…….

are jis ladaki ko LOVE hi dead lage usko koi love kare …….usko kaise achha lagta..she was hurt……i cried n cried..so did she….

but hum ab dost nahi rahe…….she told me…”arun..i told u na..ki never trust ny1..u r sure 2 b hurt…n u proved it…”..

sufficient 2 make me cry…..pahali bar ladaki ke liye roya..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!o bhi roi………n hum achhe dost na rahe…..

i tried 2 convince her ..but she was not…..

she was not in yahoo messenger too…..
i was helpless….i wrote in her scrap book….dese lines…..
i was not in my control at all…………….

wat i wrote 2 her in the last scrap…….
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no nidhi..love can never b dead..4m the very begining of human race..it has come so long going thru long ups n downs..but it cant diminish..

love is immortal..

b liv me i was ur true frnd..u hav soured d meaning of frndshipppl like me will never bliv in true frndship 4m now onwards..u shaked my trust in true frndship..N NOW I CAN SAY DAT NEVER BLIV A GIRL..SHE WILL SURELY HURT U..bcoz she will never bliv dat u r innocentI HATE GIRLS..IT HAS GONE NOW MULTIPLE TIMES STRONGER..

try 2 realize it n try 2 liv a normal life..my well wishes r always wid u..

its so stupid ki mujhe yahan publicly likhna pad raha hai..kyonki u were not rsponding 2 my messages in yahoo messenger..

i promise ki mein kabhi dubara scrap nahi karunga..ye ARUN BHARTI ki promise hai..u no it… it can’t b breaked..bcoz i m more stronger inside than u..u seem 2 “escapist” 2 me..dont escape, njoy d life..find a gud frnd..i m sure duniya mein bahut hi achhe log hain..no one will hurt u..just giv a shot..gud luck nidhi..4m ur true frnd…

i will always remeber our long hrs of chat in yahoo messenger..ur laugh..my funny questions..ur smiles..my long wait 4 u..n u waiting 4 me..dats all now appears like a dream..u shared such sensitive issues with me..we became a cracking gud frnd in just short span of 15 days…n den ek aandhi aayi n sab kuchh ud gaya..i stall can’t bliv ki ye sab kyun hua..jabki neither me nor u were wrong..

n sorry ki na tum dekh saki ki main kaisa dikhta hoon ..na hi main dekh saka ki tum kasi dikhti ho..sayad ab impossible hi hai ki hum dono dekh le ek dusre ko..

haan maine tumhe bahut kuchh bataya hai..ye yad rakhna..meri “cheesechilly tomato”..n ” cheekenchillyjee”…..

chalo ab byeeee..pata nahi milenge bhi ya nahin…(i mean ki chat karenge ya nahin..)

juda hokar bhi tu mujhse juda juda sa lage…..pata nahi kab tak yesa lagega…


aage bhi hai bahut sari batein…
par milte hain ek break ke bad….he he he …………………………………….

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