Addicted to life in Mumbai

This is my first affair with “Aamchhi Mumbai”.Love at first sight !. Thats my relationship status :). I have heard many times “yaar, mumbai jindagi bana deti hai “.But that always sounded to me fictional.But as soon as i landed here i realized, its not wrong.

Few things i have observed :

1. Girls attitude and their style.Way of presenting themselves.you watch any xyz girl at any point of time,she would look attractive to you doesn’t matter what her  complexion and  figure is and so so.Thats how they maintain !

2. Professionalism in every individual in true sense. “Paisa kamane ke pichhe sab bhagte hain yahan ” !

3. Highest ever auto Rickshaw  fare for me. But hats off to BEST bus service and local trains. Going to every corner is possible.You don’t have to own a car unless you are too elite.Traveling by a local train is a learning experience and a treat to watch for you, if you are new to Mumbai.It will take at least 4 days for you to settle down on this front.But when you are well acquainted with this you will love it.

4.About The company : I get best food of my life, coffee, cold drinks, juice ,snacks and daily 2 times chicken all unlimited and free of cost.Free note book,xerox,printout,Net connection bla bla..and yes ! daily ride in different car to my flat.

Working hours of 10:00 AM till 10:00 PM  sounds hectic but when you get 5 News papers to read, free time to chat, mail, internet browsing and best of business minds then who cares !

you get teachings to make money, to be Karorpati by just playing with others money and free entrepreneurship skills then its worth devoting those hours . Smart people,smart brains,smart thinking,smart life,smart food so its smart me and my company.

5. The Place i live : Kopar khairane, Vashi, Navi Mumbai.

This place is cool.Its Growing and Rising Mumbai ! .Shopping Malls, cool boys and hot gals.

I live at 10th floor. Lift is cool.Its speed is just faster than a crawling and almost dead creature .

But you enter in the flat, open all windows and you get fresh cool breeze coming directly from Arabian Sea. Peep through window and see waves of Arabian Sea.

Well i have 4 flat mates. one is Bengali Dada, he happens to be my room partner ,a good person at heart but emotional creature. You can always miss use him. Girls generally do that to him. But you can’t take out generosity from him.That’s his persona.Yes ! he is good at art and i still feel happily strange that he is attached to me in many ways .He is bong but his expressions are very touching and cool.

Has strong hold on his expression be it art, painting, computers, subjects so and so…

Another is Oriya. A smart fellow with decent outlook. But he is too honest to survive in this damn world full of bullshitter’s ! He has passion for songs and maintains composure .

Another is from Jharkhand. A calculative person with business mind.He relates business to everything. cool !

Another is with similar profile but with family business background.He talks with confidence and has nice future ahead.

One is me ! always a studdd

Rest next time :

My love affair with cricket

Yesterday , i went to Kolkata to watch IPL match between Kolkata knigth riders and mumbai Indians.It was really fantastic experience.Its very much different experience than watching match on TV.They are so animated and informed with statistics .But there it was not easy to catch all movements at a time .Unfortunately camera was not allowed

In IIT KHARAGPUR IPL is super hit like orkut.There would be important exam like end sem but u would prefer watching match.Match streaming and IP are talk of the day.(Thanks to 24hrs. free net facility ).

My love with this game started way back in 1996. I use to be very studious guy who loved text books with no other activity.But my friends used to brought radio in class rooms secretly to get updates. so i got gradually inclined.It was world cup time. I started reading news paper for  sports page and would eagerly watch match between JNV GOPALGANJ team and other teams.I gradually knew about cricket playing nations and players.

Then i started listening to radio for commentary . I just got addicted .I would delay lunch/dinner/breakfast/assignments for that.It was really benifitial as i started loving the game and could understand fast passed English commentary.Even i started playing cricket in my close group of friends with our typical BAT. I hit sixes and fours (don’t laugh,it true).I started playing badminton too. I was very smart player and would beat all my friends. So i dreamt that may be after some time i would get in district level, then state level then selection in national team :P. So that’s how my affair started with this game.

Really some crazy incidents are worth mentioning :

• When Yuvraj singh made 84 in NAIROBI series i loved his strokes and remember him till today.We brought TV on rent to watch the final.India lost the final. Even we thougth to break TV .but some one came to our rescue . I was so sad, my head started aching, we did not take our dinner. I kept my sad face for almost 4 days.
• In 1999 world cup. I always seat/eat/slept with radio at my ear.I loved South Africa and its players.I got more addicted.Was so sad when SA were not in final. I loved sachin tendulkar and saurav ganguly.
• In 2003 i was very much involved. Watched every match.Read newspaper and editorial. Wrote many things daily. I got inspired the  way India made come back like true fighters . I loved the concept and term ” Team India “. Was ecstatic as  India made to the final. During those days , I was in BOKARO. IIT entrance was near in April.But do hell with that.Bokaro is always a silent town but in those days it seemed, was a city with not a single soul.
• On final day when Zaheer khan’s 1st over started being murdered by Ricky Ponting i felt crying. Then what followed for 50 overs was unforgettable. India batted for chase .wickets kept falling.Every one left TV room.  I kept seating  waiting for some miraculous innings from Sehwag.  When he was gone my dream was gone with billions of cricket worshiping Indians. I cursed team Australia . I did not take dinner . Wrote 5 pages in my diary about loss of India in the final and many finals.
• I compared sachin, Dravid, Sehwag with my chrachter and luck. I felt dejected and at complete loss.
• Got so happy and emotional when India won T20 world cup.I loved arrival of DHONI on Indian cricketing stage.
• Now i am loving IPL and this wonderfull concept of fire work cricket. I loved Maccullum fire works.I am so involved in IPL .And have sad feeling for Deccan, Mumbai , Bangalore.
• One day in dream, i saw Mumbai Indians scored 299 runs. Sachin scored 253. But they are chased by some other team who made 400 its not logical . But it shows our involvment in cricket.
• when saurav ganguly was thrown out of indian team . I felt injustice was done to him. i felt so sad.But dada made come back. I was so happy, inspired with his fighting spirit/determination/inner strength and a true player.
• I loved the way Saurav threw his T-shirt when they won the Final.

Many matches to follow.Many Dramas are to be witnessed. IPL has long way to go and has very bright future ahead for cricket lovers.Many records are to be broken and made.

Truly India is cricket crazy nation.cricket is religion and cricketers are our super star and demo-GODs.Throwing stones on cricketers home would occur. Banning Saurav would sadden us.His strong come back will inspire us. I love India. I  love cricket and hope that  Team India would be World cup winner some day.My love affair with cricket will remain for ever.Cheers to India , a great nation, a cricket crazy nation.

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प्रेरणादायक कविताये

जब नाव जल में छोड़ दी
तूफ़ान ही में मोड़ दी
दे दी चुनौती सिंधु को
फ़िर धार क्या मझधार क्या ??

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वह प्रदीप जो दिख रहा है
झिलमिल दूर नही है
थक कर बैठ गए क्यों भाई
मंजिल दूर नही है .

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जो बीत गई सो बात गई
माना वह बेहद प्यारा था
जो डूब गया सो डूब गया
अम्बर के आनन को देखो
क्या अनगिन टूटे तारो पर
कब अम्बर शोक मनाता है

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खोता कुछ भी नही यहा पर
केवल जिल्द बदलती पोथी
जैसे रात उतर चांदनी
पहने सुबह धुप की धोती .

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यह अरण्य झुरमुट जो काटे, अपनी राह बना ले
कृतदास यह नही किसी का जो चाहे अपना ले
जीवन उनका नही उधिस्थिर जो उससे डरते हैं
ओ उनका जो चरण रोप निर्भय होकर लड़ते हैं .

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सूरज हूँ जिंदगी की रमक छोड़ जाऊंगा
मैं डूब भी गया तो सबक छोड़ जाऊंगा

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कोिशश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

नन्हीं चींटी जब दाना लेकर चलती है,
चढ़ती दीवारों पर, सौ बार फिसलती है.
मन का विश्वास रगों में साहस भरता है,
चढ़कर गिरना, गिरकर चढ़ना न अखरता है.
आख़िर उसकी मेहनत बेकार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

डुबकियां सिंधु में गोताखोर लगाता है,
जा जा कर खाली हाथ लौटकर आता है.
मिलते नहीं सहज ही मोती गहरे पानी में,
बढ़ता दुगना उत्साह इसी हैरानी में.
मुट्ठी उसकी खाली हर बार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

असफलता एक चुनौती है, इसे स्वीकार करो,
क्या कमी रह गई, देखो और सुधार करो.
जब तक न सफल हो, नींद चैन को त्यागो तुम,
संघर्श का मैदान छोड़ कर मत भागो तुम.
कुछ किये बिना ही जय जय कार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

->By Harivansh Rai Bachchan

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Patel Hall-DTE(IIT Kharagpur): Lovely memories

When i came to Patel Hall (famous for its terror in IIT Kharagpur) i never realized that it would give me never lasting memories.And then in wing DTE-known as D top east.Here i stayed for 3 years.We did loads of masti and fun.Now it feels that these 2 years were very short .Alas..!! i could have more years to spend here.

an example of our wing activities

Many types of activities :Fun and masti

Patel Hall : Once a Patelian always a Patelian

our PURI TRIP : Memorable journey

These symbols/Logos define us

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I am putting a short write up on our lovely wing DTE.

To recollect the past two years in DTE is nothing less than a journey. This has been a place which has housed 13 souls who have been extensively apart in their deportment and other aspects yet have been so very together throughout this period. When they joined hands together to come to DTE, there was nothing but promises of the marvelous days to look forward to. And beyond any sort of dubiety, it can be declared that the days spent here have given a lot to look back to for all the 13 souls who have inhabited this place.

Let us list some of the memorable things achieved in this wing:

• The “mid-wing conferences” on the cot in front of Sumit’s room…

• The Puri Trip in 3^rd year winter…

• No dearth of photography sessions – camera in every room or the other…
  

• The “HP-wing”…

• Golu’s Anime affairs, much to the frustration of others…

• The gult songs blowing full volume in three rooms…

• The “watery” GPLs on birthdays…

• Mandal da’s endless funda sessions…

• The mega Job treats…

• The wonderful moments when the wing was painted with lovely caricatures and quotes…

• The highly acclaimed wing-treats to juniors and Hall mates at the end of it all…

Now a short sketch of all the souls:

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Arun Kumar Bharti: “Thakur ” is as well known from his Hindi poems as for his penchant for Bhojpuri songs. Has managed to maintain his short and round figure over the years. Finds little time away from Orkut and Hindi movies to come out of the room. Marathe’s biggest nemesis… some words are better not said here! Thanks to him, “some websites” have become really famous!.

He has the most valuable and best collection of IIT Kharagpur’s “ANMOL KHAJANA”.Many come to him to only get that.

Sridhar Bollam: First and foremost his “pic-kels.” And then his gult songs and movies. His tense-sense in Hindi is so very interesting. Hall Days are busy days for him because he has to welcome so many of his “sisters.” The Fine-Arts secy of one time, was largely instrumental in giving the wing a new look as people pass out of here. His CGPA is an envy of many others, yet is not found to be a persistent mugger. His latest “Taklu” avatar has been an instant hit! He seems to have perfected the art of imperfect walking.

Aditya Marathe: In his room, one can find over 20 items of toiletries, specifically perfumes and deos. Controlling his hair from falling is his biggest headache. His day begins with the “Call” and there are many more to follow throughout the day. He was one of those reporters who bring you the Scholars’ Avenue every fortnight. Has began a new portal of his own and every update on his blog is accompanied by a mail to all.

Abhinav Sarkar: This spherical entity has continued to remain a child over the years. When the world is busy watching all the new movies and series, he is happy downloading and watching the Japanese anime and listening to Japanese songs. Even bought a Japanese-learning book but God only knows whether he made any progress with that. A misfit into Mechanical Engineering spends most of his time in some weird coding. His fundae are mostly of use to himself, but he loses no time in pouring them out. All in all he is the complete source of entertainment for the whole wing.

Vajrapu Sai Kiran: You might have seen weightlifters and bodybuilders busy in workouts with weights of different magnitude.This guy is gonna put all of them to shame.The amount of weight he can lift upon himself and the magnitude of load he can incorporate into his life has been a marvel to watch.He was nicked Saiki(psychie) to soothe the mouths of all calling his name forth and he left no stone unturned to prove the real character concealed within his nick.But as enthusiastic he has been in being loaded himself he was an omnipresent character in taking the loads of others too.

Sumit Kumar: The ubiquitous face of Patel as our entire juniors may call him. Inside the very roads of DTE, to his room, be it inside, outside or the very tempting cot lying outside his doorstep, he has been a centre for countless babbles and discussions .Very particular about tr8s and making sure he misses none, leave apart his duels or coupling stories with the sphere of D-304 which will be moments to recapitulate or a saga to ponder. Quite unpredictable he has been pertaining to the outburst of reactions upon any issue, his moods swaying from a patient listener to that of an aggressive defender… but he has been through everything.

K. Vamshi Krishna: The literal symbol of terror he used to be when a somewhat strange duty of waking up the athletics team by the light of dawn was his primary duty.Over the days that passed his terror image gaining prominence in different aspects.. the infinite mercy pleas showered on him during the birthday GPLs for lessening the magnitude of his CHAPPAL attack..VAMSHI please nooo.. VAMSHI nahiiii.. who can forget that?..He remains our BUMPY raa..

Shreyas A. Karkhedkar: With a gaping mouth and an invisible question mark haunting his brows he remains the unique HALOOO…. of a different kind…his ability of tempo or yellings have been increasing and so has been his mercurial moodswings.. doesn’t feel cold at all…if thr’s a single fan that is in action during peak shivering winter… it is inside D-308 with the sleeping Shreyas inside.. continues to possess a great appetite for FOSTERS, sutta and the reverberating sound of bullets…but who can forget the tag of his dept.. the one that keeps throwing assignments every now and then leaving behind endless hours of coding

Arupendu Bayen:The smiling BHISTA and not windows vista.. a genious brain of ECE and still continues to possess woes from the dept itself….extremely gullible and yet ready to dedicate himself at a single call whatever issue be it.. his lucky number is 3… as som1 said..” teen tigaada kaam bigaada”.. he very well acknowledges this number 3 having some special importance in his life..

Rohit Kumar: He is the smiling face of our wing. He is one guy who seldom takes load about any thing. You can mostly find him in Bayen’s room or Golu’s. He has acquired many nick names like Chomu and Jhapoo. Good at heart and maggu at studies, is always busy discussing some arbit coding and programming stuffz with Golu and people. God (Bhagwan) loves him a lot and is a frequent visitor to his room.

Arnab Saha Mandal: Call him Mandal, or Mandalda, he is the one man face of Patel Hall. Be it maintenance or mess, be it treats or politics, Mandal does it all. Mandalda is perhaps the only person in the hall who is famous or infamous amongst all batches of hall residents. Starting from his famous OP incidences, to his term as the GSec Mess, to his anecdotes from Down Under, Mandalda simply ROXXXX. His love for cigarettes, cigars and daaru has finally given way to the other gender. Mandal da now enjoys a very amicable position in Patel Hall and whoever needs any kind of funda, lands up first at D-311.

Rupesh Kumar: Ardent swimmer and a complete athlete, Rupesh is a total maggu deep inside. Maintains a low profile of himself but gives a whole hearted participation in all activities, be they for the hall or for the wing. He can be spotted in the wing mostly wearing a trademark ‘Rupa’ banyan and underwear. He belongs to one of the rare breeds of people who don’t eat non vegetarian food but drink alcohol! One can find huge ships in his room, on wall or on the table, drawings and assignments always fill his room. Finally it all comes down to: ‘Jo bhi ho, magna hai…’

Vardhi Naveen: He stays in hibernation throughout the semester. Wakes up only when it ends. Amongst the first people on campus to run Ubuntu on their computers full time, he is often turned up to for any Ubuntu Troubleshooting. He is also called Sutta Mama and belongs to the elite smoke group together with Mandalda and Hallooo. Incidentally he also belongs to the Gult Movie and Songs Fans Club.

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कुछ लघु कवितायें

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प्रेम निमंत्रण

यह प्रेम निमंत्रण करता हूँ
ये सजनी तुम स्वीकार करो
पनघट को छोड़ राधा आवो
इस मुरारी से श्रृंगार करो
इस प्रेम पुंज की लौ को आवो
हम मिलकर कुछ तेज करें
यह प्रेम दिवस है आवो
हम मिलकर प्रेम अनंत हरें.

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रूप रंग

इन्द्रधनुष ने सातों रंग दीए
चंदन ने सुगंध दी देह को
और परियों सा रूप लिए
मेरी महबूबा जमीं पर आई
ऐसा रूप जिसे देख कर
ना जाने कितने कलमें पढ़ दीए जायें
फ़िर भी न जाने क्यों ऐसा लगता है
जैसे बात अभी अधूरी है ….

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मेरा चरित्र

यह चरित्र है मेरा कलंक में सना
न जाने कौन से मिटटी से मैं बना
हर बार सोचता हूँ अब पाक हो जाऊँ
पागल उस ने बनाया कैसे मैं सजाऊं
वो माफ़ करदे मुझको तक़दीर बदल लूँ
कालिख में पुती ये तस्वीर बदल लूँ

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That Weak and Thin Girl

I always analyze myself.I give a thought everytime i go to bed that what i have done today is right or wrong..??? the job i did is right or wrong..??? and i always try to find the answers.i feel enthusiatic doing this analysis but some time regret doing that and feel guilty.this is how, i am very balanced and am fully responsible for my deeds….!

I read TOI (Times of India).I am not advertising rather suggesting that everybody must read a newspaper.It will keep you attached to the nooks-corners of this damn world .vocabullary building,improved literature,time pass,movie review are the benefits you can get by doing just this little thing .

It had an article about confessions of women who were ditched,love-mourned by their spouses.These were strong,professional,modern,upperclass houswives,media personnel and so so.They had gone to realization of prism of relationship.They now know how bad the color of rainbow is when love-lorn are ditched.These are blessed one but they also suffer.some said you are fortunate if you have never been in any relationship.

They are also feared,traumetised,insecured.they say that we are weak.just think if this is the situation with them then how in this world were ship-herd like women who are illiterate wolud be behaved.Just thinking about this your spine will be chilled to horror of experiences .!!!

They have faced the truth staring into their face.they are couragious,still they are physically, mentaly,emotionaly harashed.how could these world-awared ladies can allow someone to let them abuse for years..???.

strange..!!! they do because they are weak.they are helpless.they can climb the ladder of success again and again but at the end they are living at the mercy of these scoundrals called “male” and male based world.I cursed GOD who made these vultures.They are single again status women cursing their life and relationship..!

In IITs so called females are very few to count.so called because they are biological female not in looks,in manners,dresses and attitudes.If you happen to be stranger and land up in IIT campus you will find this race.Go to social gathering places like canteen,cafeteria and to your upmost strange a girl would be standing beside you in a pair of trousers,goggles,skin tight T-shirts,boby hair cutt,no curves and you would be counfused by her aroma to say least that its a boy or girl..???

so i am lucky that a few of these species are my batchmate.when i came in IIT i would fantacise that aahh !! i would have lab partner,romance,going movies,chatting with them,dream date but GOD you are so unkind to us.

One day she was sitting on 1st row bench and i on second.Then came my huge batchmate.He is so macho-look guy .He sat beside her but maintaining proper distance as much was possible.

I was watching both of them.Girl who has average look,thin hands,very thin and small body length .on the other hand the guy is almost double her size,triple in thickness of hand and macho look.

I thought suppose he says to her “oye…ugly bitch get off from here and go to hell”.

what she would say..???is it her mistake that she is weak..???.she has no control on the way she is made.so why should she suffer.???she can’t slap that guy because she is weak.she can’t abuse him because she could be stolen rather stripped off with her modesty by that beast.so she is destinned to be abused and traumetised.she is helpless.God has made her like that.

Just thinking that i cursed the GOD.

When ever i read a news about a girl being raped,physically abused,slapped,her face burned by throwing acid on her face i cry and cry…I curse GOD who has cursed these women.

if some idiot has fallen in love or lust and girl doesn’t reciprocate then he rapes her,throw acid on her face or even can go to the extreme of murdering her.is it girl’s mistake that she is girl..????

i say no .this is curse of GOD.GOD is so biased.why dont he makes the girls same powerful as boys are.Why only women can give birth to kids..?? why they only can be impregnanted..??? why they are so weak and classical..??? all these question are there to be answered…!!!

GOD you are so unsympathetic and biased. What is your intension..??? Just tell me .I will never curse you.
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This is not an end to this subject.Thousands of question are still to be answered which are whirling in my mind.I have many stories of women and girls to share with you ,to throw light on this gender.God please empower me,give me strength to realize their trauma,fear,abuse and pay my tribute.

Till then bye.
Hoping to be back.Have nice and critical reading.

मेरी माँ की ममता

मेरी माँ की ममता
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वही मेरी जिंदगी हैं, वही मेरा आशियाना हैं
उनके बिना कैसा जीना कैसा मर जाना है
दीपक की तरह जलती है वो, रौशन होता है मेरा जहाँ
वही है मेरी धरती, वही है मेरा आस्मान
उनके जलने से रौशन होता हूँ मैं
उनके सुगंध से महकता हूँ मैं
उनको पौधा ख़ुद को फूल कहता हूँ मैं

अब यही एक आस है कुछ कर दिखाना है
उनके लिए बहुत जी लिया अब मर दिखाना है

रचनाकार : अरुण भारती ” घायल परिंदा “

बांसुरी चली आवो

बांसुरी चली आवो
स्नेह ही निमंत्रण है
शब्द शब्द दर्पण है
प्रेम की एक प्रेरणा है
एक यही विश्वास है

उस परी की प्रेरणा है
सुर सजाता जाता हूँ
छबि है उसकी अनोखी
हर तान छेड़ जाता हूँ

बांसुरी को होठ की तलाश है
मोरनी को बादलों की प्यास है

है अमर यह प्रेम
मैं इसका निमंत्रण करता हूँ
बस तुम्हारे प्रेम पर मैं
प्राण अर्पण करता हूँ

तुम न आई आज सजनी
सुर सजा ना पाउँगा
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रचनाकार : अरूण भारती ” घायल परींदा

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राहुल बाबू कैसे हैं आप ?
ठीक हूँ भाभी मैने कहा
नही तो आपकी आँखें तो झूठ कह रही हैं ?भाभी ने कहा
मेरी आँखों में आँसू भर आए.भाभी मेरे बगल में बैठ गयी
र्शमी की याद आ रही है ना?हाँ भाभी उसके बिना सायद मैं जी ना पाऊं….मैने कहा.
एसा नही कहते पगले..भाभी बोली.
मेरी प्रंपरिया र्शमी के बाद भाभी ही मेरी सबसे अच्छी दोस्त हैं.
उनसे आजतक कोई भी बात छ्छूपाई नही है
ओ बहुत प्यारी हैं मगर जब मुझे आप बोलती हैं तो छीड़ सी होती है मुझे.मैं घर में सबसे बड़ा हू.ओ पड़ोस की भाभी हैं तब भी मेरे रश्मी के ओर इनके तार जुड़े हुए हैं के इस पैर मेरा घर उस पैर भाभी का ओर उसके बगल में एक सफ़ेद मंज़िला इमारत है जहाँ मेरी रश्मी का जन्म हुआ था.
प्यारे से गुड्डे गुड़िया की तरह थे जब मेरी मा ओर पिनकी हम दोनो को साथ पलंग पैर लीटा देती.लोग कहते वाह क्या प्यारी जोड़ी है !!!
यह जोड़ी बदी हुई ओर सचूल जाने लगी का हैर पाठ हमने साथ में पढ़ा ओर गहरी दोस्ती का भी.

फिर समय ने करवत बदली.मैं पटना एक अवसूया विदयालया में आ गया.वह वही पढ़ने लगी.हम निम्न मध्यमवर्गिया परिवार से हैं सो लड़कियों को दूर पढ़ने नही भेजा जाता है मैं वापस लौटा तो ओ नकचड़ी लड़ाकू अब गयी थी.मैं भी पढ़कू ओर गंभीर गया था सो खुल कर बात करना बंद गया था.
काई बार हमारी आँखे चार हुई.मैं मुस्कुराया ओ भी मुस्कुराई प्र मुह से हम एक लफ्ज़ भी नही कह सके.

वह कपड़े सूखने या किसी बहाने छत पैर आ जाती और मुझे तिरचही नज़र से देखते हुए मुस्कुरा देती ओर शर्मा कर मेरे दिल में एक हलचल सी मचा देती.गवन में लड़कियाँ बदी जाती है तो उनसे मीलना काम जाता है पीनकी आंती से बाते करता बस उसे देख भर पाता था.

उस दिन तो ग़ज़ब ही गया.मैं बरामदे में बैठा था ओ अपने घर के दरवाज़े पैर खड़ी मुझे देख रही थी.पता नही क्या सोचकर मैने उसकी तरफ़ kiss उछाहली उसने भी kiss kiya और सरमती हुई अंदर चली गयी उस रात मुझे नींद नही आई.करवत बदलते बदलते रात भर कुच्छ सोचता रहा.सुबह जल्दी जगा.एक तस्वीर निकली जिसमीएन एक लड़का एक लड़की को kiss कर रहा था .एक love letter भी लिखा ओर ले कर पूजा भाभी के पास गया.

आरे राहुल बाबू आप ओर इतनी सुबह कोई ख़ास बात है क्या ??स्वाभाविक प्रस्न था ,क्यंकि मैं उनके घर बहुत ही क्म जाता था.
“जी भाभी,मुझे आपसे अकेले में कुच्छ बात करनी है मैने कहा.
“ओ तब तो ज़रूर कोई ख़ास बात है ” !!!
भाभी मैं र्शमी को बहुत चाहता हूँ क्या आप उसे ये letter दे देंगी ?? मैने सीधा सपाट कहा.
“ओ तो यह खिचड़ी पाक रही है तभी मैं सोची की ये MR. पढ़कू इतना खुस क्यों नज़र आते हैं !!!
क्ब से चल रहा है ये सब ??
“जी बचपन से ” मैने कहा.
“चुप बुढ़ु कहीं का,एसा भी कहीं होता है क्या “भाभी ने हस्ते हुए कहा.
“वैसे मुझपे इतना भरोसा क्यों ??? मैं आपकी मा को भी तो ब्टा सकती हूँ.
“पता नही क्यों ? लेकिन मुझे आपपे भरोसा है भाभी की तरफ़ देखा.उनकी आँखें मौन स्वीकृति दे रही थी.

ख़ैर यही से हमारे पत्रो का सीलसीला सुरू गया.हम दोनो छत पैर बैठ कर आँखो से दिल की बातें किया करते जिनका आईना हमारे पत्र बनते क्यी बार हम मिलते प्र दिल की बातें दिल में ही रह जाती.यह सिलसिला चार साल तक चला फ़ीर मैं IIT KHRAGPUR आ गया.वह I.Sc complete क्र कढ़ाई सिलाई सीखने लगी.

आख़िर कब तक चलता ये सिलसिला कभी ना कभी तो इसे टूटना ही था.मेरा IIT में 2nd yr. पूरा हुआ.गर्मी की छुट्टी में घर पहुँचा. हमेशा की तरह अपनी जान के दर्शन किया लेकिन उसके चेहरे पैर मैने गंभीरता की झलक देखी.अगले दिन भाभी के घर पहुँच तो रश्मी वहाँ पहले से ही बैठी थी.

“भाभी’ रश्मी यहाँ पहले से ही बैठी है मैं भी यहाँ बैठुंगा तो लोग तरह तरह की बाते कहेंगे.भाभी कुछ बोलती इससे पहले रश्मी ही बोल उठी.
“इतना डरते तो प्यार क्यों किया ??मैं चुप रहा.
भाभी बोली” ये आपका ही इंतज़ार कर रही थी आपसे मिलना चाहती है
“आप तो जानती हैं इस तरह मिलने से हम तीनो ही बदनाम जाएँगे ” मैने कहा.

ख़ैर तय हुआ की आगली रात को एक बजे मिलना है रात भर सो नही सका.उसके सबदों ओर आँखों की अधीरता मुझे बेचैन कर रही थी.
निर्धारित समय पैर मैं और वो मेरे घर के पिच्छे वाले कमरे में मीले.मेरा दिल धड़ धड़ कर रहा था.
“रश्मी..कैसी हो ?? मेरे मुह से पहला लफ्ज़ नीकला.
“बड़ी चिता है तुम्हे मेरी “वह रुआंसी होकर बोली.
“बोलो,क्या बात है ??? मैने कहा.
“तुम्हे कुच्छ पता भी है की मेरी शादी होने वाली है और तुम पूछते हो की क्या बात है ??तुम्हारे सिवा मैं किसी ओर के बारे में सोच भी नही सकती.राहुल मुझसे शादी कर लो.मैं तुम्हारे बिना जी नही पाऊगी.बोलते बोलते उसकी आँखों में आँसू भर आए.

मैं अवाक रह गया.
“रश्मी मैने भी तुम्हारे बिना जी नही सकता.लेकिन टुमए दो साल इंतज़ार करना पड़ेगा.हम अगर अभी शादी कर लेंगे तो सयदा किसी लायक नही रहेंगे.” मैं बोलता ही चला गया.
“राहुल, मैं किसी की परवाह नही करती हम लोग घर से भाग चलते हैं तो मैं म्र जौंगी.
“रश्मी, मुझे समझने की कोसिस करो अभी मैं कुछ नही कर सकता.नवंबेर में आऊंगा तब बात करेंगे इस प्र.
“मेरी धड़काने बढ़ गयी और आँखे न्म थी.”

“राहुल”…मेरे कंठ अवरुद्ध हो गाये और ओ मेरे गले लग्कर रोने लगी रगो में उफान आ गया.फिर हम दोनो अस्त व्यस्त हो ग्ये.फिर ओ हो गया जो होना नही चाहिए था और पूरी रात जैसे कुछ ही पलों में बीत गयी की चहचाहाठ ने हमीएन अपने अपने घरों की तरफ़ जाएँ को सावधान किया.

फिर वही लुका छिपी का खेल चलता रहा.छुट्टी बीती और मैं IIT आ गया.लेकिन मेरा मन यहाँ नही लगा.उसकी एक एक बात मुझे हतोड़े की तरह चोट कर रही थी.मियाने सोचा वह ज़्यादा भावुक है ठीक हो जाएगी. मुझे लगा की पलक झपकते ही घर पहुँच जाऊं.घर पहुँचा तो देखा उसके घर में शादी की तैयारियाँ जोरो प्र थी.

बस दो दिन बाद शादी थी.मैं सोच में पद गया.भाभी ने किसी तरह मुलाक़ात कराई.उसकी आँखे रोते रोते सूज़ गयी थी.

“रश्मी”..क्या हाल बना रखा है मेरी जान ..???मैं भी रूवन्सा हो गया.
“तुम नही समझोगे”..उसने बस इतना ही कहा और ऐसे देखा जैसे मेरी गहराई जान गयी हो….
पता नही क्यों मैं उसके गले लग्कर रोने लगा….
उसे लगा मैं बहुत असहाय हूँ.
और मेरी जान ने मुझे ऐसा सहर दिया जिसे मैं जन्म जन्म तक नही भूल पाऊँगा.
suicide note में लिखा था

“राहुल,तुमने मुझे प्यार करना सिखाया प्र नीभा ना सके.तुम कहीं ना कहीं कमज़ोर हो.बस तुम मुझे
छू सकते थे.
आशा करती हूँ की हम ह्र जन्म में दो शरीर एक जान रहेंगे.
तुम्हारी
(जान)
“हाँ जान मैं तुम्हारा हूँ और हमेशा ही तुम्हारा रहूँगा….”मैं बेजार होकर रोने लगा.
उसकी चिता से उठता धुआ मेरे मन के अंदर भी भर रहा था.

मेरा दिल भी उसमें समा गया.
“आह मेरी जान चली गयी और हम देखते ही रह ग्ये..!!!

Great Achievements by Indians

* Who is the co-founder of Sun Micro systems? - Mr. Vinod Khosla

* Who is the creator of Pentium chip (90% of the today’s computers run on it)? -Mr. Vinod Dham

* Who is the third richest man on the world? -According to the latest report on Fortune Magazine, He is Premji who is the CEO of Wipro Industries. The Sultan of Brunei is at 6th position now.

* Who is the founder and creator of Hotmail (World’s No. 1 web based E-Mail program)? - Mr. Sabeer Bhatia later on sold to Microsoft.

* Who is the president of AT & T-Bell Labs (AT & T-Bell Labs is the creator of program languages such as C, C++, UNIX to name a few)? - Mr. Arun Netravalli

* Who is the GM of Hewlett Packard?-Mr. Rajiv Gupta

* Who is the new MTD (Microsoft Testing Director) of Windows 2000 , responsible to iron out all initial problems? -Mr. Sanjay Tejwrika

* Who are the Chief Executives of Citibank, Mckensey & Standard Charted - Mr. Victor Menezes, Mr. Rajat Gupta and Mr. Rana Talwar

We Indians are the wealthiest among all ethnic groups in America , even faring better than the whites and the natives
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There are 3.22 Millions of INDIANs in USA (1.5 % of population).

o YET, 38% of doctors in USA are INDIANs.

o 12% scientists in USA are INDIANs.

o 36% of NASA scientists are INDIANs.

o 34% of Microsoft employees are INDIANs.

o 28% of IBM employees are INDIANs.

o 17% of INTEL scientists are INDIANs.

o 13% of XEROX employees are INDIANs.

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§ When many cultures in the world were only nomadic forest dwellers over 5000 years ago,Indians established Harappan culture in Sindhu Valley ( Indus Valley Civilization).

§ India never invaded any country in her last 1000 years of history.

§ India invented the Number system. Aryabhatta invented zero.

§ The world’s first university was established in Takshila in 700 BC. More than 10500 students from all over the world studied more than 60 subjects.

§ The University of Nalanda built in the 4th century BC was one of the greatest achievements of ancient India in the field of education.

§ According to the Forbes magazine, Sanskrit is the most suitable language for computer software.

§ Ayurveda is the earliest school of medicine known to humans.

§ Although western media portray modern images of India as poverty stricken and under developed through political corruption, India was once the richest empire on earth and will again be one in future.

§ The art of navigation was born in the river Sindh 5000 years ago. The very word “Navigation” is derived from the Sanskrit word NAVGATIH.

§ Budhayana first calculated the value of pi, and he explained the concept of what is now known as the Pythagorean Theorem. British scholars have last year (1999) officially published that Budhayan’s works dates to the 6th Century, which is long before the European mathematicians.

§ The largest numbers the Greeks and the Romans used were 106 whereas Indians used numbers as big as 1053.

§ Algebra, Trigonometry and Calculus came from India . Quadratic Equations were by Sridharacharya in the 11th Century.

§ USA based IEEE has proved what has been a century-old suspicion amongst academics that the pioneer of wireless communication was Professor Jagdish Bose and not Marconi.

§ According to the Gemological Institute of America , up until 1896, India was the only source of diamonds to the world.

§ Chess was invented in India ..

§ The earliest reservoir and dam for irrigation was built in Saurashtra.

§ The place value system, the decimal system was developed in India in 100 BC.

§ Usage of anesthesia was well known in ancient India .

§ Sushruta is the father of surgery. 2600 years ago he and health scientists of his time conducted surgeries like caesareans, cataract, fractures and urinary stones.

§ India conquered and dominated

China culturally for 20 centuries without ever having to send a single soldier across her border” Hu Shih (former Chinese Ambassador to USA) If we don’t see even a glimpse of that great India in the India that we see today, it clearly means that we are not working up to our potential, and that if we do, we could once again be an ever shining and inspiring country setting a bright path for rest of the world

I hope you enjoyed it and work towards the welfare of INDIA .
Next Hindusim spreads all over the world and you might be knowing that US, UK, German and Japanese Universities has introduced Scholar degree programmed on being Hindusim a total Scientific Religion.

Regards.

DESTINY

Have you ever participated in any contest lucky draw..??? if yes, then you will realize how fantastic is the experience.

From my childhood days i have fastination with these type of games, jackpot,lottery and all such types of stuffs.I have participated in many and hope that someday i will be a great winner.But till this date i have not been so fortunate.so i started believing that all these lottery thing is a total crap.
But when i was in intermediate i took part in a quiz competition organized by HINDUSTAN TIMES called BIHAR QUIZ CONTEST.The quiz used to be based on bihar and questions happend to be really tough one.so i used to search from many mazagines ,newpapers and then send entries.My close friends laughed at me and my craziness.but one day my name was published in the newspaper for being considered among best entries.then my friend got jealous of me and my instant success.

So now i started believing that yes success comes with a little bit of luck.but never believed on only and only luck.because i have never seen winning any thing out of total luck.
but today it happened…………………..

Today i was attending pre-placement talk(PPT) of a big software company called DE SHAW.after the talk was over they distributed some blank papers among all and asked to fill up.after that they collected that and said its a lucky draw.we have one gift and the most luckiest guy would get that.i joked that surely i am going to be that person.but ofcourse that was a joke.i was sitting with some of my friends and they were laughing on my statement.but soon the result was announced.the luckiest winner was my friend sitting beside me.He got an apple ipod of cost 9000/ Rs. we all were thrilled.and started dancing singing..making ho halllaaaa……….after that we draged him in the PARK restaurant and enjoyed dinner on his cash..

MORAL :if somebody close to you wins some lottery then you start believing that yes guys do get somthing so called jack pot.AND yes that must be in your destiny then only you can win..

[ I wrote this article when my friend got an APPLE iPod (in a lucky draw among 600 people) by DE SHAW- during presentation of the company before placements at IIT Kharagpur]

Proud Facts That You Should Know about BIHAR

Did you Know ???
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Bihar has more number of Literate than Kerala and Tamil Nadu combined?

Bihar has more number of Graduate than Andhra Pradesh and Kerala combined?

More Biharis are doctors than Punjab and Gujarat combined?

Bihar has produced more number of IAS officer than Kerala,Karnataka, Tamil Nadu , Andhra and Gujarat combined?

More Biharis are bank probationary office than any other state?

More Biharis are in IIT compare to Maharashtra and Gujarat?

Murder rate in Bihar is half of murder rate in Mumbai?

Rape in Bihar is 1/10th of Delhi?

Number of people killed in Bihar in communal violence is 1/75 th of Gujarat?

Naxalites in Bihar have killed less people than in Andhra Pradesh?

Bihar produces more wheat than Punjab?

Bihar is only large state where no farmer committed suicide?

More Bihari Girls complete Graduation than Kerala

Thats Bihar ..
spread the truth.. dont carried away with gossip.

Power is within YOU

The Power Of Thought

Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about others and ourselves. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help you recognize her when you meet her.

The Power Of Respect

You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect asks yourself, “What do I respect about myself?” To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself “What do I respect about them?”

The Power Of Giving

If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship ask not what the other person will be able to give to you, but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.

The Power Of Friendship

To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other’s eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love’s seeds grow. If you want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.

The Power Of Touch

Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.

The Power Of Letting Go

If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you it’s yours, if it doesn’t, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. “Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me - today is the beginning of a new life.”

The Power Of Communication

When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them.Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: “I Love you.” Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them. If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the
people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and.. Why are you waiting?

The Power Of Commitment

If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.

The Power Of Passion

Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone; it comes from deep commitment, enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.

The Power Of Trust

Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feels wrapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, “Do I trust them completely and unreservedly? ” If the answer is
“no”, think carefully before making a commitment.
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शायराना महफ़िल

मैंने आंसू को समझाया
भरी महफील में न आया करो
आंसू बोला तुमको महफ़िल में तनहा पाते हैं
इसलिए तो चुपके से चले आते हैं ।

आज वो हमसे जन्नत में टकरा गए
मेरी रूह में एक हलचल सी मचा  गए .

Jeevan-Mrityu

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par o apne liye mukkamal jahan banate hain

har koi jeevan se thake udas ho ye jaruri nahi
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